I am

I am a person running from my own past. like many peoples it has demons in it. Well in my case one to many demons. I am a Refugee in my own house. I know that may sound a little crazy but its true. Things are not how they once were. I am older now. I do not like to stay indoors, but it is the only place where i am safe... from him.

I write to keep my mind at bay. I write to a person who i don't even know. Just one day out walking with my cousin, we saw people out in front of a house laughing. she wrote down the address and heard the name. Ever since then i write to Mr. Redtruck as i call. i never write about anything personal, just pure randomthings that come to mind. writing to him i have no fear. I don't see him, talk to him, touch him. I'm just hoping he'll never find me... and reading my letters. I plan on writing 100 of them. i guess that's what this whole thing is about just writing them. Well if anyone ever starts to reads this know that things get funny at time and...very sad at times. tonight i must write 2 letter for i forgot to send the one from last week so that one is no good any more.

LOVE,
PaulBrackSaint
P.S
Don't forget to laugh at everthing you do!